"Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is
the courage to continue that counts." - Winston Churchill
How do you measure a year? In daylights, in sunsets, in
midnights. In cups of coffee, in inches, in miles, in laughter, in strife.
Thanks RENT, I could not have said it better myself. When I think about how I
have been back home for a year now I cannot help but feel weird about the
length of 12 months. One year, twelve months, 365 days. All those forms of measurement
equal the same amount of time, yet they all carry a different feel. In certain
ways it seems like only a mere few weeks ago that I packed my bags, my car, and
a moving truck and had my own personal homecoming. In other ways that April day
last year seems so long ago that it is almost as if it never happened. Goes to
say, a lot can happen in 12 months time. An exponential amount of growth can
happen, an extreme amount of closure can reveal itself, and a whole lot of love
can be felt.
This blog’s purpose is to thank those who I simply would not
have made it through this year without. I know it’s not much, but it’s the best
I can do- maybe thanking you in a blog isn’t the BEST I can do, but I did want
it to be in writing. There are so many people I love and want to thank, but
this list is for those that consistently showed their love and support.
MY PARENTS:
Words simply cannot contain my gratitude for all that you do for me, mean to me, and for all the ways that you love me. You packed my things when I could not because it made me physically ill, you advised me to listen to my own advice, you cooked for me, you cleaned for me, you welcomed me back home. You wiped my eyes and rubbed my head. You took me to the airport and cared for my animals many times so I could partake in unforgettable adventures. You respected my space and continue to cheer me on. I love you both to the moon and back…
Words simply cannot contain my gratitude for all that you do for me, mean to me, and for all the ways that you love me. You packed my things when I could not because it made me physically ill, you advised me to listen to my own advice, you cooked for me, you cleaned for me, you welcomed me back home. You wiped my eyes and rubbed my head. You took me to the airport and cared for my animals many times so I could partake in unforgettable adventures. You respected my space and continue to cheer me on. I love you both to the moon and back…
STEPHANIE:
Thanks for sharing late night cheesecake with me while I talked through my struggles. Thanks for dreaming with me and making some of those realities. I’m glad Lizzie Jo and Briony had the chance to become friends. Without you my life would be so less adventuresome. I know you don’t think you did anything special and that you were just being a friend and doing what friends do, however, this last year would have been drastically different without your friendship. You are a wonderful woman.
Thanks for sharing late night cheesecake with me while I talked through my struggles. Thanks for dreaming with me and making some of those realities. I’m glad Lizzie Jo and Briony had the chance to become friends. Without you my life would be so less adventuresome. I know you don’t think you did anything special and that you were just being a friend and doing what friends do, however, this last year would have been drastically different without your friendship. You are a wonderful woman.
BROOK & Jake:
Thank you for listening when I would call in the middle of the night just to weep- sometimes for long periods of time. Thanks for allowing me a place to sleep when I had not a clue where to call home and for such a great birthday surprise. I am also thankful for all the new words we made up this year. Making up words seems to be a thing of ours. Thanks Jake for a lot of awkward laughs and for being so great at sharing your wife with me.
Thank you for listening when I would call in the middle of the night just to weep- sometimes for long periods of time. Thanks for allowing me a place to sleep when I had not a clue where to call home and for such a great birthday surprise. I am also thankful for all the new words we made up this year. Making up words seems to be a thing of ours. Thanks Jake for a lot of awkward laughs and for being so great at sharing your wife with me.
JESSICA & Darryl:
Thank you for having a sixth sense about knowing when I needed an encouraging word. Thanks for having a special way of making me feel loved and reminding me to eat.
Thank you for having a sixth sense about knowing when I needed an encouraging word. Thanks for having a special way of making me feel loved and reminding me to eat.
JULIE & Lee:
Your love and support have been felt with the donations for garage sales, lunch dates, questions, and laughs.
Your love and support have been felt with the donations for garage sales, lunch dates, questions, and laughs.
JOYCE & MIKE:
Thanks for offering me a place to sleep when my parent’s house started feeling too small, for listening and asking provoking questions that made me reach inside myself and find an answer, and for simply loving me.
Thanks for offering me a place to sleep when my parent’s house started feeling too small, for listening and asking provoking questions that made me reach inside myself and find an answer, and for simply loving me.
EMILY & Mark:
Thank you for being honest and sharing about your own experience to help me with mine. I not only knew your love, but felt it when you offered me a visit to see you. The timing was perfect and the visit was lovely. I am ecstatic to plan another soon.
Thank you for being honest and sharing about your own experience to help me with mine. I not only knew your love, but felt it when you offered me a visit to see you. The timing was perfect and the visit was lovely. I am ecstatic to plan another soon.
JUSTIN & KATIE:
Thank you for not only telling me I am loved, but for showing me that I am loved. I enjoy our dinner/desserts nights immensely and our chats always cheer me up, even if I am already happy. By helping me to remember good things from the past it is easier to look forward to the things yet to come. Thanks also for letting me love on Addie when I can and for introducing me to honey whiskey.
Thank you for not only telling me I am loved, but for showing me that I am loved. I enjoy our dinner/desserts nights immensely and our chats always cheer me up, even if I am already happy. By helping me to remember good things from the past it is easier to look forward to the things yet to come. Thanks also for letting me love on Addie when I can and for introducing me to honey whiskey.
LANA & Justin:
Thank you for returning to my life- I had not realized how dearly I missed you. Thanks for reaffirming many a decision made in the last few months, countless game nights, free admission to sporting events, and for keeping it real. A special thanks to Justin, for teaching me how to drink honey whiskey on the rocks.
Thank you for returning to my life- I had not realized how dearly I missed you. Thanks for reaffirming many a decision made in the last few months, countless game nights, free admission to sporting events, and for keeping it real. A special thanks to Justin, for teaching me how to drink honey whiskey on the rocks.
AMANDA & James:
Thank you for giving me multiple opportunities to yap early into the morning and for giving opinions and advice when warranted. Thanks for accompanying me on the trip of a lifetime and for the friendship shared with Lizzie Jo. Thanks James for sharing your wife so often and for being supportive of her and her wishes.
Thank you for giving me multiple opportunities to yap early into the morning and for giving opinions and advice when warranted. Thanks for accompanying me on the trip of a lifetime and for the friendship shared with Lizzie Jo. Thanks James for sharing your wife so often and for being supportive of her and her wishes.
KARA & Aaron:
Having you around during my final days in Springfield was incredibly comforting. Thanks for listening, offering a place to rest my head, and for inspiring me to make the choice to be happy. Thanks also for introducing the Wigdahl family to my life.
Having you around during my final days in Springfield was incredibly comforting. Thanks for listening, offering a place to rest my head, and for inspiring me to make the choice to be happy. Thanks also for introducing the Wigdahl family to my life.
ROBIN & Matt:
So many thanks to the beloved Wigdahl family for being real and trekking through life’s struggles alongside me and mine. Life is meant to be shared and I am beyond blessed to be sharing it with y’all. A special place in my heart will forever hold our times together.
So many thanks to the beloved Wigdahl family for being real and trekking through life’s struggles alongside me and mine. Life is meant to be shared and I am beyond blessed to be sharing it with y’all. A special place in my heart will forever hold our times together.
GEMMA & DANNY:
I am thankful for the many trips to Kansas City, Liberty, and Lawrence I have allowed myself to take over the last year. I am happy to have y’all as regulars in my life.
I am thankful for the many trips to Kansas City, Liberty, and Lawrence I have allowed myself to take over the last year. I am happy to have y’all as regulars in my life.
Narnian Roommates:
Your love and encouragement was astounding and I will always consider that something very special.
Your love and encouragement was astounding and I will always consider that something very special.
Patty:
The appointments I had with my counselor when I first came home have proven to be unfathomably beneficial. She needn’t be mentioned at the bottom of my list, but someone has to be at the end. What better way to end the list than to thank someone who was there so close to the beginning?
The appointments I had with my counselor when I first came home have proven to be unfathomably beneficial. She needn’t be mentioned at the bottom of my list, but someone has to be at the end. What better way to end the list than to thank someone who was there so close to the beginning?
This list could go on, and although I wish to exclude no
one, it must end somewhere. I pray to never take friendship or family for
granted and wish for you all to know how glad I am to have such wonderful
people to share life with- even those not specifically listed.
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